It's freaking 4.50am in the morning and I'm not sleeping

Took drowsy medicine and it can't help either

Been having terrible insomnia lately -_-

Sister was kp-ing at this hr, god knows why

while others were sleeping soundly.

I'm soooo sleepy n tired yet I cant sleep.

Seriously I cant wait for Sept to come so badly

But somehow I'm stucked somewhere out there.

I need a proper consultation and gave me a good advise as I wouldnt want myself to get into a miserable state again.

It's horrible in this one yr. And I wonder how I survive too

Nice colleagues keep reminding me to stay away from depression whenever I complained abt 'nightmares'

Studies wise, I dont dare to think about it at the moment.

But definitely will do something soon.

In these two months w/o any updates,

I realised so much things happened. Ups and downs.

Suddenly get so fking tired abt everything

Everything that pissed me off, I roared.

I fking dont care who the fk you are

It doesnt give any solution, I just wanted to avoid it cos I dont know how to face it

Everyday like 'running' away from home I'm so tired

I need a vacation badly

Someone kindly throw me out of here please

Age is catching up I guess.

Woman's age catching up = worthless.

Sigh~

I cant go on like these

Hello happiness, come back to me please....

Oh ya, I need peace too, from everywhere!

:)