Terrible

 The right path, right choice

Sigh, my wounds got infected.
I've not been eating outside food for almost a week.
I was told to avoid chicken, eggs, nuts, cold drinks, seafood, etc.
I TOTALLY forgot that chocolates made of nuts too -_-
Greedy, I tot chocolate subside the pain n it did.
Resulting worse situation here and more suffering.
Serve me right.

Now whichever food I wanna consume, I must think twice, thrice.
My wounds are soooo painful, gross looking, etc.
Best drink is Milo, food is bread n fish.
I have to do dressing everyday, on my own.
God damn it. How I wish I have a personal nurse who can help me do it.

Alright, can you guys imagine, I'm bored till I read back my blog.
Not wordings, cos all cmi.
First post was 6 years back! 
Back then I was only 18 years old?! O.O
Hahaha! Parts and parcel in my life
I know living in regrets is hurtful. But who don't?
Memories just flashed back like nobody business. >.<

People I met. People who stay. People who disappear. People who, walked away.
You know who you are.
Thank you for keeping my life so interesting regards where you belongs in the above category.

Reading not only my past entries, but also random people's
Its always good to read friend's blog how wonderful their bf/husband is.
And how they celebrate their anniversary. 5,6,7 years!:)
Sometimes I really wonder how a relationship maintained. :)
The best example is twinny. She has got the best husband!
Being together for 10 over years isnt easy. I'm sure they have been through alot alot alot.
I'm so happy that day they got married. It was so well planned.
And the video just make me tear for the first time I watched it.:)

Oh ya, I've watched The Notebook ytd.
It was awesome. The best love show tt I ever watched. Second is The Vow.
Go download and watch if u haven!


I wanna go out SO badly! Wanna go see town's X'mas lightings! Roar!

Love is not abt romance and money
Its abt understanding and caring.
When the time you realised it, it might be too late
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As simple as 5yrs back

Today am feeling terrible.

Nausea and giddyness hunted me.

Pain has not subside at all. 

Damn.

Everyday woke up make my own breakfast. lunch either siblings tabao otw back or eat bread again.
Dinner, mum cook mee sua. Everyday eating the same. Till.I.Sian. >.<
When the pain killers wear off, eat chocolates to relieve the pain. It works ok. Hahahah!

Other than these, I watch movies. So far I've watched the following movies:
-Rock of Ages
-Ted
-The Lake House
-The Proposal
-Gf.Bf
Coming up: (re-watch)
- UP
-Incredible Tale
-Despicable me

Though all these love stories were not meant to be, its still nice. Like each time most of the girls will start thinking, 'where the hell can I get such partner' -_- dream on~
Guys will start thinking 'its ridiculous~'

Well, no matter how caring, loving you are, its between the couple. Whether anot the each things that he/she done is posted in FB, blog, twitter, etc to let others envy, its up to the individual.
I do not need someone who do tings that attracts the whole world's attentions.
If you get what what I mean. So, pls.

Anyway, I'm seriously bored to death! I cant sit, stand, lay, walk, run, crawl, etc. I feel vr uneasy. Urghx!

Of cos, I appreciated friends who came to visit me and kept me accompany :)
However, try to avoid weekends as my hse will be so packed.
Twinny, thank you so much for cooking the porridge and send it over for me!
Its delicious! I didn't know I've such nice gf who knows how to cook so well! :p
Mic and Vic, my happy pills. Ytd they came over to accompany me for dinner.
Despite both were so tired after work/school. :D

For any others who has visited. Thank you so much for the gifts to kill my boredom. :)
More visitors nxt week! <3 p="p">
By hook or by crook, I must be able to go out nxt week!
WWW end of the mth! I hope I'm able to go too! :))

A month MC~

A day after discharged

Am still not used to it. Staying at home. do nth.
Hmmm. Make myself a hot milo, a piece of bread for breakfast.
Medication after that.

Wounds are soooo painful. Kept waking up in the middle of the night.
Arrrr. Bearable pain after pain killers. But still, I need to rely on this medicine or weeks.

A day before heading to hospital, I need to clear my bowel.
The feeing is OMG, drinking tt syrup makes me puked and running of toilet countless times kills me.
I rather stay inside for 30 mins den running abt.

Fasting till next day morning, get changed and off we go. My lips are dry and pale~










 

When I was walking to the operation theater, my heart beats like no tommorrow.
Hahaha! Its funny. The moment I lay down, seeing 3 BIG spot lights above me, puting on IV, drip, heartbeat reader, measure pressure, and lastly, inhaleeeeeeeeeee. And then, gone~

The moment I woke up, everything is over. But the wounds started to feel the strong pain. Given an injection. and the pain subsided. Was on drip the whole day. more than 24 hrs. NO FOOD at all.



Gifts from friends and colleagues!

 

Vr thankful to friends who had visited me! And of cos the lovely gifts you all gave. :)

And of cos those who text-ed me, gave me courage and support. Greatly appreciated.

Esp those who rushed down late after work, came even fall sick and before class.

(you know who you all are~) :D

 

Twinny! Thanks for rushing down w jg and ah hao. Felt abit bad for them cos we din get a chance to talk much. And they came lyk for a few mins only. >.<

Nevertheless, thank you all for the nice birdnest w collagen! :) She's the one who treat me like her daughter a day before my ops. HAHA! She was so worried. :)) So sweet of her. And of cos not forgetting the couple she brought along. They are just as nice :) Korean BBQ when I'm well ok!

 

My lovely ladies too! Mic n Vic! Thanks for e touching post in FB! Wahahah! Awaiting for u all de visit to play 'snake & ladder' on my tummy eh! LOL!

 

Starting to miss my 'hoh liao'. I'm sick of bread, biscuits, porridge. Urghhhxxx

Give me back my freedom to eat~~!

 

Oh, can someone just kill my boring days? How abt spare me ur credit card to go online shopping for a mth?! LOL!

 

Someone who is mature, faithful and caring. Not full of sweet talking.

Thank you.

 

#Iwannamoveon



Food Food Food :)

It will be all about food!
Because Im a princess for last week. Wahahaha!!!

On leave till 10 Dec 2012.
Exact Hospitalization leave starts only on 23 Nov 2012.
Took 2 extra days to rest, tio 'scolding' from mum.
She NEVER want me to rest. -_- Seriously.

Anyway, I'm so not use to it. Sleeping, eating, slacking at home.
So morning went for breakfast with Wave, afternoon visit my doc to collect my medications and chit chat, night dinner w a fren. My last wonderful dinner. Hahaha!

Pizza Hut @ Kovan :)

Yesterday after dinner at Kovan, went home had this 'gao gao' birdnest! :)

Last Week

 

Clinic colleagues! We went Newton to have the same yummy seafood!

Never get sick of it! I 'miss' Richard's super nice chicken wings.

It was advertised in Her World! :D

 

 

 



Oh, I remember its a Fri as Wendy non stop reminding me not to be late the next day.
Hahaha! I always gave myself a grace period of 5-10 mins.
You know, the nearer your workplace is, the longer time you will delay.
Its true.

 

Last Tue. After work, dinner with Jeff and Ah He. Hahahah!
Vr 'orh biang' name right~ but don't care. LOL!
Dinner at Imperial Treasure @ TM
The duck superrrrr nice!

 

Starbucks w Min hui tt night. :)

 

Zhi Cha w family on Last Sat before heading to the wake.
The waiting time is loooooong~

To: Beloved 'Ah ma'
Though we never communicate much, R.I.P.
We missed you.



Waiting patiently for hospital call.
Later in few hours time I need to take the annoying medications.
Shall sleep in the toilet tonight -_-

Hope everything goes smoothly. I know it will.
I'm just worried about the pain after I wake up.
I pray its bearable. I pray I can discharge after a night stay.
If not the bill...... >.<

Putting operations aside.
Gonna pack my bag for a 2D1N chalet tomorrow.

P/S: Friends who want to visit or talk to me, drop me a text msg. I'll get back to you all as soon as I'm awake. :*



Love
Si Ting :)

 

The Thought That Counts

Look what I've got at this hour, at my void deck.

Catch a movie with Alex Yi Hao n min :) a late night movie as min knock off at 10.30pm. Watched till 1plus am. The moment I got down the car, I saw someone familiar. I ignored, cos I tot my eyes sight not vr good. But who knows, Tadah!


Got shocked, ttm. Wahaha! Knowing I'm gonna drink the 'poison' on thurs. it gonna kill me. 😔 This chocolates is to cheer me up. :D

Thank you. :)

Something interesting

It says, 'I think you're bee-you-tea-full' :)

Thank you.

I'm home. At this hour.
No one seems to believe.

I'm sooooo tired the whole day~ Gosh.
So much emails to clear, so many cases to do.
Seriously, this work always give me love and hate feeling.
Colleagues wise is getting better. However, I still made my own decision.

Jan 2013, I hope it will be a good year w a good beginning be it in my career life, school life, relationship, friendship, etc.

Time flies, we are growing older each day.
I've attended countless of weddings~ Weddings n weddings~ :)
The feeling is indescribable especially you know the couple is so sweet and loving, eventually you felt happy for them. :))

Congrats the newly weds, Kelly and Boon! :) Stay happy~

Tok half day leave, I brought another pair of 'hands' with me.
My dearest Min :)
Its been awhile since I go shoppping :)
Head to my place to rest n dool up before Pong fetch us.

Bringing this lady to party this Fri! Wooooot! I cant wait~
Cos Sat I'm having OFF day! Yes yes, an off day for me. Wahahaha!^^

Last week my sweeties decided to plan for a pinic at Sentosa.
Vic n I took leave and off we go.
Hahaha! Its not counted as a last min event. Just that we are fast enough to arrange. LOL!
It was fun! Though it rained heavily for 30mins~ But after that its a sunny bright afternoon. :D

Dinner at chomp chomp w Adam. So nice of him coming over :)
And of cos, we cant forget our favourite dessert, Udders! :D
I insisted to have it though all of us were full like a pig. :p
I wanna eat as much good food as possible before my operation.
Cos I dunno when will I be fully recover. Sigh~

I wanna earn, lots of money.
And stay on my own.
My house sucks.