Those were the days

19th August 2008

Nth much. Morning went to meet yunru at Kovan trying to get the special egg tarts, but was not open. >.<

This is he special eggtart. Isn't it CUTE?!

It's super yummy!

Tuo Huey AGAIN!! LOL.

I dunno why my hair was messy the whole day! Urghx!

18th August 2008

BMGT exam = CUI~!

I know I'll fail you. But cant you just pass mi!!?

My mind goes blank and worte rubbish. =.=

When I told him n mum abt this exam I might fail.

They both had the same thinking.

DUN study~!! Come out work! =.=

Whatever! I shall decide myself!

Fail and repeat oso no use??! Urghz!!

Seeing mi so stress, km's treat!!

This is 2nd time his treat, LOL

He's going to b broke 1 day~ =x

Meet him after his collection of uniform.

I could say this is nicer den Hong Kong Cafe. =)

I loves the food we order! Esp the soup!

Thump upz!! =D

After had my late lunch. I headed home den suddenly jie jie sms mi, Asking mi go work?!

Nag n nag. end up I still go. Den realised tis. So cute right! Sunflower! =D

Flower RADIO! Cool~

SUPPER for that night! Yummy~!! He ride me down to bedok.

Pigs' livers mee sua!! Damn nice! =D

Tell mi how to slim down with these FOOD?! LOL. =D

My body is ACHING again!! >.<

Pain here n there.

Sleeping hrs for mi are 2-4hrs a day!!

How to survive eh! -.-

Labels: Last to go

Km is back to S'pore! LOL.
Tough army throw him to dead. Laughs.
Waiting for him down for lunch as I dun feel lyk studying today. =p

Headed to PS and had Hong Kong Cafe!

Hahas! Yummy. and his treat. Nxt time my turn. LOL.

Iced yuan yang!! =))

Favourite. Pork Floss Congee =D

His beef kwey tiao. Nice oso.

My present from Thai. Not tt bad. At least he bought sth. LOL.

My name?? Hmmmm.

First day of exams, I've forgot to take note of my exam room number.
So panic can called my hse, friends, etc. No1 was there to help!
Even my bro la! I bet he went back sleep aft recived my call!
Luckly yunru help me called Vivian and she helped me check.
Thanks!! =))

Second day, which was today.
I'm supposed to wake up at 5.30am,
inthe end, yunru called me at 6.40pm I den wake up la!!!
I'm soooooo rush!! Zooom to bus stop den to school! =.=

I had been repeating my careless mistakes.
With is SO bloody dumb!! You will never know wat I did!
Lost of marks and there.
I know what to do and how to do.
Just that my mind goes blank when I saw the exam paper.

Hopefully I wouldn't fail... ...

Yesterday we went to a playground whch I used to hang out with my brother last time.
Playing with the swings and memories was abit stupid i guess.
Went back home struggle hard and today end up lyk tis. >.<

Holiday faster come! I cant wait! =D
And my sickening mama ask mi work STRAIGHT after exam!
She dun allow me to play.
Who cares!!! Urghx!!

My whole body is aching!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FEW days back... ...
At Yunru hse Study. I joined them only after our dinner.
I'm lazy. LOL.
Well, nth but play whenever we meet. hahas! =))

For the continuous last THREE days,
We had tuo hua for our supper.
Hahas! I'll gain back my weight sooner or later. =p

Photo: Took yesterday.

Haha. Poor them everytime got to reach home late.
I dun lyk going home early. So they pei me had tuo hua or chit chatting. =x
Nice nice nice. Den I everyday walked back home.lol.

When I reached home,
he smsed me ask if I wan go geylang eat durains with his friend, he ride me down.
I wanted to la! But,
end up he called when he ate finished keep saying vr nice =.=

And this silly bought and bring it up right to my doorstep at 2++am la!
Hahahs! Crazy, but thanks!! =D
I know you are reading. Hoho..
I had it for breakfast and it taste damn goodddd! lol.

Jie jie bought Royce' chocolates for my again!

Hoho. Though I dun wan her waste money, but it taste goood too!

Chocolates WILL de-stress! =x

I CANT WAIT FOR HOLIDAY TO COME!! >.<

Labels: All time favourite

I need someone to hug me tight,

lend me your shoulder.

I seriuosly feeling so stressed up! >.<

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! =D

FUN! and lovely. Simply lovesss outing!

Hot topic in my house: My bf and I. -.- Over~

Went to work in the morning.
Knocked off, headed home and get ready to Cityhall meet them.
Last min they said wanna go.
House playing majong, cant study too. >.<

Flood with people there and we went CJ for yummy dinner. =)

Rushing to watch the fireworks. But too bad, shoot up while we rushing. =(
Not the best view, but still can see =))

Slacking after that.
I cant imagine IF i could actually be INSIDE the S'pore Flyer and WATCH the fireworks la!!
Feeling cant be describe ba! Ew~!

Wooohooo!!

While waiting for Shi Min.,
we went Millenia Walk get chocolates!

P/s: U remembered this? =)

Xing Fu de Desmond!! =D

When Shi Min arrive..

Slack n slack. Den we took the last train home. =)

Watching of fireworks.
Make me thought of alot of memories.
All good memories I have for years.
Slowly I realise, its oso better for us.
Take goodie care! =D

Looking back in my blog entries,
I also realised, we have been through alot alot.
Can you tell how you feel? =)

Simply HATE my hp for deleting my PRETTY photos!!!! Urghx!!!

Labels: IloveSingapore

Yunru and I was searching for this song damn long la!
LOL. Nice song. Enjoy! =D

我想问问自己
为什么常哭泣
既然这么不快乐
我怎么不放弃
为什么每次都让我伤心
却还是期待着你的身影
常常觉得自己好愚蠢
但哪个女人不天真

我想要你的幸福
多么辛苦
我们的爱情是否迷路
我现在才领悟
有些世界是不能输
我想要你的保护
轻声呵护
不在乎是否铭心刻骨
在星光灿烂后
你是否会陪我去看一看日出

我想问问自己
为什么常哭泣
既然这么不快乐
我怎么不放弃
为什么每次都让我伤心
却还是期待着你的身影
常常觉得自己好愚蠢
但哪个女人不天真

我想要你的幸福
多么辛苦
我们的爱情是否迷路
我现在才领悟
有些世界是不能输
我想要你的保护
轻声呵护
不在乎是否铭心刻骨
在星光灿烂后
你是否会陪我去看一看日出

我想要你的幸福
多么辛苦
我们的爱情是否迷路
我现在才领悟
有些世界是不能输
我想要你的保护
轻声呵护
不在乎是否铭心刻骨
在星光灿烂后
你是否会陪我去看一看日出

Over...

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you woulde back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face

Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make youe back

Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do Baby
I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you you think
I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do

I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.

Labels: 幸福.Wait For You

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MY BROTHER!

Seriously, I so envy him la!
1st, his friends come over to wait for him to bath and ready to out celebrate.
His lame friends bought Pandan Cake for him.
And than his another 2 friends come in with a fruit cake.
Surprised him la! Than they sang out loud. =)

Next, they surprise him with a Crumpler bag la!!!
Gosh!! So bloody good! =))

Today went didn't had Mac cos TOO many people!!
Forgot today Sec half day. All went there. =.=
Go home had a cup of milk instead. LOL.
Den Yunru come study awhile,
Desmond joined us.

Ok. I end with this Ah Pek here.
Francis! Got ur gay partner pei you la! LOL.

Today play n play. Die la!
Tml gonna work till 5 la!
Sian sian!! And fireworks CANCELED. =(

Labels: Birthday.Study.Play

My HP is giving me problems! It deleted all my pics!! >.<
I need a new hone la!!

Short post before meet Yunru for MAC.
We from last week say till now le.
Finally we get to have it. LOL. =)

Yesterday was fun!
Desmond, Enci, Yunru and I went Bishan for study.
My last when was lyk last day of ITE.
Some shops have changed.
We headed to a place I dun really lyk and they played lyk mad la!
Seeing them play can be so excited too. =D
They are simply so mad.
I sat on the catch bear bear there. Seeing 1 uncle catch so many n so big de bear la!

Uncle: Xiao mei, U lyk these?
Me: Hai hao. I dun play de.
Uncle: I give you 1 yao ma?
Me: Huh. Dun wan la. Thanks.
Uncle: Nvm la. I've got too much le. I give you the smallest 1 la.
Me: (People were watching den I ps) huh. orh. Thanks!

And he give me this. Thanks rh. 7th month. LOL.
Got sound de somemore. Haha.

LOL. That uncle real pro la.
Than fetch Enci home, we took bus.
I pei them take 88 la. So long. Hahas.
The sky aren't raining at the correct time.
I walk as fast as I could n Seriosly, I hate thunders!! >.<
Meeting them out den I realise exam next fri!! Damn it! =.=
Anyway, Thanks Desmond eh! =)

Holala! Fireworks tml!!
Hahas. Gonna wait for mi to koncked off >.<
Urghxx~~!!! No study for tml = dead =.=

I'm sick. No mood to blog. Went to work still. And i HATE patients rushing in after 9.50pm! Sickening! >.< So lazy to sch tml. But I know I have to. -.-
Sch = heavy, long, far = Hate it!

I love this song! =)

日光离开夜
钢琴键离开了指尖
小提琴离开了音乐
泪水离开眼
五线谱离开了和弦
我却离不开你的画面
找遍世界
想找一种永远
在你周围想留住时间

Stay With Me 留你在我身边
把眼泪埋进我胸前
把一切抛弃在后面
Stay With Me 不准让你走远
你是这个世界唯一相信的不变

夕阳离开街
十二点离开了昨天
偶像剧离开了配乐
听你的誓言
像音符弹奏在耳边
我们的爱没有完结篇
找遍世界
想找一种永远
在你周围想留住时间

Stay With Me 留你在我身边
把勇气放进心里面
把一切不可能实现
Stay With Me 不准让你走远世界
那么善变爱是唯一的不变

Stay With Me 留你在我身边
把勇气放进心里面
把一切不可能实现
Stay With Me 不准让你走远世界
那么善变爱是唯一的不变
你是这个世界唯一相信的不变 oh~~

Urghx~! Gastric again! >.<

Had oily dinner. A piece of oily prata.

Serve me right >.<

Alright, gonna watched tv le rest.

*anything give me a call*

A real smile,
a fake smile,
an entertained smile.

It's Tuesday!
Yes yes. We made donation. NP its full of these. -.-

Hmmm. Short day for sch today. 2hrs and back home.
Feeling bored and dun feel lyk studying.
My brother drag me to hg mall with my god-parents.
Well, its Tuesday.
I accompany him go had their lunch, walk walk than go back.
I know its lame I went there for a cup of iced milo and home after that. =.=

Make me more sian diao de was.
When we reached, my godma say me.

Godma: Aiyo! Ni hen chuo lei. (you very ugly)
Me: *blur* huh. What? What happen to me?
Godma: Thin lyk a bone. Become so kiddy look those with not enuff food to eat de.
Me: -.- KIDS??? hello~ I 20 yrs old liao lei! >.<
Godma: Shou dao ze yang. nan kan dao yao si. (meaning: ugly)
Me: -.-

Whatever ok! I ask her imagine everyday take laptop.
Inside with thick paper of notes.
See she will slim down anot lor.
Not even this. Hand will oso grow longer. lame~
I tink she gonna get me nice lappy bag.
Hee. I hint so long la. But I oso decided to get it myself nxt month. =)
Burget: 40-50bucks.

I cant wait for holiday to come!
If I can managed to find office hr's part time job,
I gonna work 2 sides to earn n earn! Heihei.
Lyk few yrs back tt time. When I was working the shity iora. -.-
I need money n money to spent on wat I lyk.
hoho.

Before that,

PLEASE STUDY! =p

Jiayou to myself and all my friends who are reading!! =D

Staring on my lappy for few hrs, looked out my window,

it's coming the end of another day.

Another day passes so fast. I'm going nuts! >.<

Save me! Why do I have to suffer soooo much?

And of course, study drives you mad too!!

Yesterday, my bro come in my room at 2am,
I've told him what happen. He onli said, 'you dun treasure and didn't learn from my past mistakes.'

Totally =.=

It was raining out of a sudden.

And weather turns out so bloody sunny after rain.

Lucky I'm staying at home whole day.

Actually will be out for study. But xh suddenly sick.

Take care eh lazy! =.=

Had apple, dried strawberries for brunch.

So yummy la! =D All thanks to my dearest qy =)

I guess I gonna continue eating these for 2weeks? =.=

*fianted* Everyday woke up also no1 was at home.

Lazy go out. And that's the point. Weather so bloody hot. >.<

And bro are back. I brought out my lappy to kitchen room and watch my favourite cartoon.

He than keep sharing his latest sad cum emo cum those broke off songs to me =.=

LOL. He dare to speak it out. And that's why he looks ok abit le =)

After his bath he went NPCC. and me alone again.

Mum's coming back... .... ...

I dead! She will nag nag nag.

Due to my bloody SISTER!

Should I really THANKS her for being:

- late to work at ALL times.

- unable to help me work at ALL times.

- dragging me to help her work at ALL times.

I mean. Well, its good that she are in good terms with her bf.

And true enough, they are sweet as her bf will reach her workplace an hr early, sitting outside and wait patiently just to fetch her from work. (abit crazy la =p)

To me, I find that cohabitation might be the good way to keep up the relationship.

Whatever things will be talked at night before bed. But since a couple was cohabit, why cant you all help each other??!!

*faint* She's suppose to work at 9am, NOW, 3pm she oso haven reach!!!

Which company in future hire her surely need a spare employee.

I cant stand her irresponsible towards people (except bf).

What I'm trying to say was, why cant her bf help her little bit more by waking her up.

She's every time giddy/sick.

Well, auntie n nu ren understand. But somehow people get so frustrated/pissed for all these.

And you will never know what they think. Ur excuses just to accompany bf more.

Bf and bf. Everynight getto see each other was a blissful/sweet moments.

Aren't you content?

I dunno if she will read or what.

All I just know she's blessed with a wonderful loving her de ah ma, bf, daddy.

She should know better than me.

So, why cant you be the good girl in their heart?

I'm just feeling a abit miserable right now. Lost and dunno what shity stuff. >.<

Pic taken years ago.

My family. They are the one who always pick on me! >.<

That I couldn't never live peacefully. =.=

Labels: Family

I should stay even stronger,
I need to love myself even more. =)

The bell goes 'linglingling...'
and here comes the ice cream uncle on the motorbike. =)
I remembered the very last time,
I will rushed down to buy.
Or even my friends will buy for me =)

But now, mama dun allow me buy la =.=
She said 'EX!' *fainted*

Today was shag.
Though my mind was very tired.
But I jux cant sleep any longer.
Siewling called me damn early and woke up mi.
Staring at the ceiling till the time i supose to get ready for work.
Lossing my appetite, staying awake in my tireness.
Making me feel lyk killing myself even more. >.<
So freaking bored..

Work for today.
We were talking about a bad accident happened at highway that took a young gal's life away. She's 19 this year. Taking her friend's car. Skidded and bang. She's dead.
With her bf inside camp was super sad. It wasn't in the news i tink due to her parents dun wanna post it out.
Well, that's life.
To all my friends who rides or drives, do not speed when there's some1 with you la!
Cherish your love ones before they leaves you ya? =)

NDP its lyk few days later.
I guess I gonna miss this year's fireworks =(
To recall, I've benn watching the fireworks everytime buring CNY or NDP.
Fun n nice, But somehow I dunno y guys dun lyk =p
After NDP, my exams are getting much much nearer. Ew. >.<

My dearest big eye, I'm much better and thanks for ur sms today.
Brighten up my day. But somehow I felt mood less and do nth.
No study, no nth. You better study hard ok! All the best eh! =)

I've got this through his blog(he dun wanna be mention):
To be in love is still the best ting but its the break up tt we have to b heartache , so if anyone allows her to choose again , she wld still chose to b in love again.
And lastly, I'm glad they were back again. =) jiayou!

Yippie! Study week starts. No sch for tml! =D
Only Tue and Thurs =.=

Labels: ilovemyself

My eyes are all red.

Lack of sleep.

Well, eyes were in pain but I cant sleep.

Short little post abt today den off I go to bed.

Tomorrow still working 9am! -.-

Its weekend! And ladies came for 'after pills'!

Till it's out of stock =.=

Alot people taking today and I dunno why.

Hmmm. Luched for TWO fking hrs today.

Hot n nice food, turns out to be cold and ew food. >.<

Who would wan to work in an environment lyk this?

No luch break. Work and eat at a same time.

Too full and decided not to have dinner.

So moodless. Den qy gave mi this!

Strawberry chocolates and a small packet of our little secret. LOL

Something happened today.

And it marks an end.

I've called qy n auntie's name for more than 10times.

I told I've got sth to share. But I jus cant bring myself to specks.

They wun understand my feeling too.

I need some1. Some1 who I really can turn to.

I'm tired le. Friends, received my calls, do pick up kies =)

Hungry Ghost Festival!

Saw a blog so funny. It says:
- Don't have sex, 'someone' might be watching.
- Don't watch porn, 'somrone' might sit beside you watch with you.

Laugh Out Loud.

For me, just dun step on those burnt mark on the ground.
Careful of what you say. Tt's all you need to prevent =)

I'm really fking lazy to wake up and go sch.
I'm sorry for being late again n again =.=
So tired.
I miss shopping!
I miss hanging ard!
I miss spending lyk crazy!
I miss sitting on a car for supper!
I miss sleeping lyk there's no tml!!
I miss taking a bike and hanging out late at night!

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Tiring day.
Aft IFA lecture we went Bukit Timah Plaza.
Had KFC there and than walk around.
The supermarket there was NTUC Finest.
In deed, every fruits there got BIG n SMALL
From Japan I tink. So cute can. LOL

This Square watermelon. LOL 199bucks.

Went Min hse straight after walk and had dinner there. Hahas!
Her dad's cook was great. Home-cooked foods. =)
Chit chat till her bro comes back.
Well, he changed alot. Alot more mature thinking le la! =D
But still no change keep 'li siao' his sis. LOL
Den he came fetch me course to pass me my book nia and nth else.

Min's simple words to encourage me to study touches my heart.
Thanks gal! U are the best! LOL. Touched ma.

Anyway, my mum said sth abt him when I got home and I totally =.=
I dunno how to respond either.
So, keep real quiet~~ hmmm.

And I'm angry!! Tml I need to work 9am-10pm!!
Than Sun morning again!! URGHX~!
km jux let me nagssss thought he keep say I oways so ji dong.
Well, you come back den u know! LOL.

Sometime relationship are lack of communication, understanding,
it ends up with regrets. So,
If you think break up is the right way, don't look back. Live on with it =)
I hope you are feeling better =)

"I need you to make my heart goes pounding again...can you?"